Not that long ago, I received a few letters from
someone who questioned why I write the things I write.
I spent several weeks delaying my answer to this question,
while I went on a mission that had me going through
ALL of my posted writings, copying every comment
that anyone had ever left me that spoke of what a
difference I had made because of something I said.
Page… after page… after page… and you’ll never know
how much what others have said has done for ME.
The one thing that kept echoing in my head was:
“How can I not write ?!!???”
That’s the tougher question.
How can I not reach out to someone who needs a hand?
How can I not share with another who is starving?
How can I not give to someone who is desperate?
How can I not touch someone who is within reach?
Some time ago, I watched the movie “Pay it Forward”.
I have much to say (at another time) about that movie,
but right now a particular scene comes to mind:
where a lady was about to jump off of a bridge.
What intrigued me was that she didn’t look the “type”
of person that would have any real worries—
let alone take her own life. So much for appearances.
Along comes this strung-out druggie who can’t seem
to get a leg up in Life and stand on it, with not much
going for him at all. He sees her, and tries to talk her
down off the edge of the railing. She tells him to go
away, that it’s not his problem, she’s not worth it.
He pleaded to her: “Do me a favor—Save MY Life.”
I want that to really sink in.
And while you’re really getting the depth of that,
I’ll tell you something that you already know –
and something that you don’t.
I believe that you and I have the power
and capability to make a positive impact
in the lives of those around us.
For those who really DO know this, you also know
that rarely are we aware of it, and seldom will we
ever know it happened! AND in many cases,
we’re not even directly involved!
Yet because of our words, our deeds, our actions –
YOU were the catalyst for change;
YOU were the hand that kept me from falling.
Yes, I said “me”.
Here is probably the only and last time I will share this –
I’ve been on that rail; I’ve been the one who wasn’t “worth it”.
And it’s because of those many Unknowns who have said
“Save MY Life” that I came to realize a greater purpose,
and by extending their hand to grab mine,
we’ve pulled each other to safety.
Why do I write?
Because of you,
and because of you, I can.